Mind without Fear: The extraordinary
rise and fall of a business icon.
For nine
years, Rajat Gupta led McKinsey and company – The first foreign-born person to
head the world’s most influential management consultancy. He was also the
driving force behind major initiatives such as the Indian School of business
and the public health foundation of India. In 2011, Gupta was arrested and
charged with Insider trading. Throughout his trial and imprisonment, he has fought
the Charges and maintains his innocence to this day.In these pages, Gupta
recalls his unlikely rise from orphan to immigrant to international icon as
well as his dramatic fall from grace. And for the first time, he tells his side
of the story in the scandal that destroyed his career and reputation. Candid,
compelling and poignant, Gupta’s memoir is much more than a courtroom drama; it
is an extraordinary tale of human resilience and personal growth..
Rajat Gupta’s memoir is the biggest
gamble of all
There can, after all, be only one book he can
write to set the record straight
By D. N. Mukerjea
Can
redemption emerge from the pages of a book? That is the conceit of Rajat
Gupta’s recently published, 342-page memoir, Mind Without Fear (Juggernaut
Books).
Memoirs
from time immemorial have served different masters: from St Augustine’s Confessions (journey
of spiritual enlightenment) to Gandhi’s The Story of My Experiments
with Truth (explaining oneself to the world) to Errol Flynn’s My
Wicked, Wicked Ways (look, what an unrepentant rascal I have been),
these books have inspired, informed, titillated, and shocked. Given the
prolificity of memoirs, it’s safe to say that there must be at least tens of
thousands, if not hundreds of thousands, of them across languages. And joining
this melee is Gupta’s Mind Without Fear with the underlying
message of redemption, rehabilitation and rebirth.
Gupta
is no ordinary citizen seeking to explain his actions favourably: he is a
fallen angel. While business executives routinely fall from grace—GE’s Jack
Welch and Jeff Immelt are great examples of mighty CEOs whose reputations have
taken a tumble—rarely has somebody of Gupta’s stature been packed off to
purgatory in full glare of the world’s media.
Gupta’s
book, written over two years, tackles multiple themes. There is betrayal and
hurt by close friends and institutions, particularly one, McKinsey & Co.,
the global consulting giant that he once headed and helped grow. He calls out
colleagues who twisted the knife where it hurt the most, and questions
McKinsey, which dumped him with no remorse.
There
is disillusionment with the idea of America. The nation that once took in a
near penniless orphan, and bestowed upon him fame, honour and riches, mocked
him and threw him into jail. There is also a parallel narrative of Gupta’s
disenchantment with America’s courts: in his telling, can the courts of the
world’s greatest democracy really be so biased?
And
of course, there is hubris—of associating with a dodgy Wall Street operative
with seemingly impeccable credentials who manipulates him and is ultimately the
cause of his downfall.
Through
all this Gupta skillfully tells the story of his life. Born to educated,
middle-class, Indian parents, orphaned at 19 with the burden of siblings to care
for, admission to IIT (Delhi) and Harvard Business School, marriage, birth of
four daughters, rising to the top of McKinsey, addressing the United Nations,
hobnobbing with the likes of Bill Gates and Bill Clinton, an agonising trial,
conviction, ignominy, making friends with fellow cons, being summarily thrown
into solitary confinement, religion in solitary confinement, release and then…?
Mind
Without Fear is Gupta’s
ultimate throw of the gauntlet at all naysayers. Sipping honey-laced warm lemon
water at a Delhi hotel in late winter, Gupta is talking about the book and life
as he sees it, interchangeably. Indeed, were there no conviction and jail, he
would not even have written his book, he says.
“The
book,” he says emphatically, “is not a defence.” “I have been tried in a court
of law, I have been convicted. I have appealed, I have lost my appeals.”
The
greater purpose lies elsewhere. In Gupta’s telling, “There were lots of people
who looked up to me as a role model, and I must have disappointed them. So, I
wanted to tell my side of the story.”
Before
Indra Nooyi, Sundar Pichai or Satya Nadella, there was Gupta, the first Indian
to have broken through the glass ceiling of America’s notoriously insular and
colour-conscious boardrooms. While that feat was acknowledged across the world,
among Indians he attained God-like status. And then he fell.
With
the book, Gupta wants to first control and then change the narrative. The
courts of law found him guilty, but will the court of man think the same?
Some
form of redemption has already taken place if it can take the shape of Indian
businessmen embracing him a second time. In the first instance, they feted him
for his achievements. This time around, they’ve forgiven him and taken him
back. Gupta has also been speaking to select groups of people, such as IIT
alumni, and seeking their forgiveness for being seen to have let them down.
But
the book is the biggest gamble of it all. There can, after all, be only one
book Gupta can write to set his record straight. His main argument is that he
didn’t testify, and hence the jury and the judge didn’t know the full picture.
But if it were so important, why didn’t he?
Gupta
says that in all his life as a consultant, others followed his advice. Given
that was his training, when his lawyers told him not to testify, despite his
personal misgivings, he didn’t. And perhaps sealed his fate.
But
what of his original sin? Of doing business with Raj Rajaratnam, and the tips
that were supposedly passed on. As the one-time high priest of McKinsey,
brought up on founder Marvin Bower’s values of rectitude and lofty principles,
wasn’t partnering with Rajaratnam, known on Wall Street as a man of reckless
ways and sharp practices, sin in itself.
Gupta
says “All of Wall Street are sharks”, but then does admit that there was a
“seduction”. Rajaratnam donated generously to the Indian School of Business and
that drew Gupta to him. He also does add that at McKinsey they have all been
mostly “sheltered” from the Wall Street types and equally, that Hank Paulson,
former Goldman Sachs CEO thought that Rajaratnam was one of the most “talented”
hedge fund operators.
And
what of the insider trading? Gupta is clear there was never any insider
trading. To be sure, there is no evidence yet that he made any personal gains
from any of his ‘tips’ to Rajaratnam. So, is it possible that the US justice
system unfairly punished him? Does that make him more sinned against than
sinning?
Thus,
whatever else he may admit to (in some interviews, he says that with hindsight
he wishes he were more circumspect), he doesn’t demonstrate any penitence.
There is no peccavi, nor mea culpa.
Yet,
like a sore that refuses to heal, the taint can never fully disappear. Opinions
about Gupta have been swirling ever since the case first came up. Many people
see him as an extremely smart and perhaps even arrogant man who got
over-greedy, overreached, and paid the price. Gupta will have to stare them
down, and justify himself over and over and over again. Book or no book, that
burden will be his to carry forever.
But
that’s exactly what makes Gupta a literary character for the ages, his life a
parable for humanity’s virtues and vices.
And
what of his legacy? “This legacy of this imperfect world, where people ascribe
‘X’ to you or ‘Y’ to you, how does it matter,” he says. “If my legacy is, ‘this
guy was an insider trader’ it doesn’t matter. My legacy could also be ‘he built
two great institutions’, or ‘he took McKinsey global’. I am indifferent.”
And,
armed thus, and with a book to boot, Rajat Gupta readies to face the future.
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